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after telling everyone that i intend to quit ***** within the next 1 or 2 weeks, and asking for friends to shower me with love and support, my mom now hints to me that she'd like to take a cheap holiday in the summer using the staff travel benefits i get, which would mean holding out till at least august. four months is a terribly long time, but affection for mothers is a powerful force as well. and when guilt is concomitant, well, is resistance even possible?