denial

2 weeks more. i have confirmed my flight on the 30th. i'm not certain if i'll be allowed to carry hand luggage with me; it will be a major blow if i can't. my instincts for avoidance behaviour are kicking in full force, which means that instead of worrying about what i'm going to bring with me and what i'm going to leave behind, i have (1) finished the amos oz book, as well as shusako endo's silence (so much more intense than the power and the glory (2) watched requiem for a dream and i heart huckabees (bizarre) (3) gone (impulse) shopping, and (4) doubled my daily caffeine intake. not good.

#12: the smell of paper